Do I?

Having puzzling questions in my heart

Growing jeopardy of vast desolation cert

Do I weep sorely enduring restless nights?

Or I sip poison in eternal seclusion I fight?

What were all my blunders, I crave to know

Thinking of the mourn on tricky path shown

Do I question the ruling of the world funny?

Or I behave in entire arrogance and tyranny?

What were all my gaffes, I aspire to know

Dreaming of the life together in love vowed

Do I question the people of realm cunning?

Or I move crazy at the mere mediation any?

What were my oversights, I yearn to know

Carping about the beloved instants now

Do I question the lifeless numb mummy?

Or I inter myself in unjust earth sunny?

What were all my defects, I beg to know

Protesting for every lost blissful moment

Do I vanish as shake of a typhoon brutal?

Or I leave all my sorrow feeling to no avail?

What were my slips of trust, I desire to know

Grumbling for losing charm of dew in throat

Do I live life where no ends meet sufficient?

Or I choke to death in soreness of love lost?

What were my elusive steps, I long to know

Grousing for the exodus of care tendered all

Do I feebly wreck in immense ocean of love?

Or I commit suicide in the sake of strong love?