Life is so Unfair AT Times

By: Shahn

Why did you leave me after giving all the love I desired?
Why did you leave me after unforgettable moments together?
Why did you leave me alone when you most I wanted?
Why did you lie me improvising the truth with all those measure?
Why did you go away of invisibility and unconsciousness to a silent world?
Why did you ruin my life after flaunting it with love you did gather?

Don’t you remember the times we spent together?
Those sweet blissful moments in the sandy beaches,
Those beautiful times we used to laugh in fine weather,
Times we make fun and laugh endlessly where no reaches,
Times we cried in each other’s arms while we did shudder,
Couldn’t you see how much I adored you as one like seiche?

I loved you for having never met anyone so caring like you
I loved you for every little thing you did to make me smile
I loved you for having made me feel belongs to me is you
I loved you for having loved me like no one else ever did
I loved you for helping in ups and downs with devotion of you
I loved you for hugging me and comforting in fondness while I cry
I loved you for crying with me in blues making me a share of you
I just loved you for who I am when I am with you no matter where

But lagging the love showed had long was impossible
Having never found the love I had for you profound
I cry in tribute and be sorry as I had to leave you feeble
Having not wanted to destroy life with a liar I found
Sorry if ever put you down with the break up like wheedle
Sorry if I have ever let you down with the life you sound
Sorry for the things I have said with my harsh angry label
Sorry for loving so much for not your lies being able to count

My life is going on without your lies, without your care
I never thought of continuing to live without your lines
As it is life I have to accept it as what destiny decides fair
My heart crying inside me for all those things yet whines
your Every step of life evoked as a memory, I assure here
Sweet bitter memories that depict the Life so unfair sometimes

Nostalgia

The time goes past by would never come, surly never would it come

Though it makes us cry in the vain and the pain, surely never would it come

Though brings it comfort and ease to bridge mind to heart, never would it come

Though it carries extreme grieve in times of love, it surely never would come

Though living in the heart, given trust and hope promising in love, or kissed my hands

For you have cheated my love and heart letting me suffer, vanishing like a magic by a wand

Oh! In contentment and sorrow let the soul cry, connecting heart and life like a bridge of land

For it carries extreme pain in times of love, wounding the heart acutely with a prickly zande

Taking vows to be part in my whole life, do you have to depart leaving my spirit die

Leaving me all behind, separating heat and love, do you have to depart with all those lies

Faking in love and when betrayers place fairness at a loss, parting with me after all those ties

Keeping me bleed to death incisively once promising to be unruffled faded with goodbyes

Those Apalling Memories

Spiritual felt memories make my heart holler as the delicate companion flaunted to bind in life bound off life, obsessed of heartily desires, in craziness with numbness to the soul।

Times expended taking vows and oaths of devotion – blissful nights with the aroma of lavender, delightful panoramas with marvelous neon around, in beautiful librettos articulated of the silver tongue. Yet , Those spiritual felt memories make my heart holler as the delicate companion flaunted to bind in life bound off life, obsessed of heartily desires, in craziness with numbness to the soul.

Times expended cunningly planning to mutilation – keeping me unconscious of ill occurrence, keeping me knotted of tangles, keeping in grief with no consolation and detaining of unbearable violence. Hence, those spiritual felt memories make my heart cry as the delicate companion flaunted to bind in life bound off life, obsessed of heartily desires, in craziness with numbness to the soul.

Times expended flourish to depict support in love – retaining woozy the feeble heart, retaining mislead the edgy heart, depicting self as the hero of heart and retaining my life yet breath separated from soul. Thus, those spiritual felt memories make my heart cry as the delicate companion flaunted to bind in life bound off life, obsessed of heartily desires, in craziness with numbness to the soul.

Unattended Sufferings

In place and time right as it is destined
No one foresees what, when and where
Everything transpired by fate decided
Would anyone think about left care?
Would I be able to ask for forgiveness?
Would the responsibilities left be fair?

In times to have assured of confidence
Abandoned in deficient and impure air
Killed forlorn days and nights all dazed
Still stipulated a fair mission deviated fair
Treated with words of arrogance only
Would the responsibilities left be fair?

In times to inspire of pleasant fortunes
Instances in blur visions none did bear
Blaming of these none found to point
Bliss perceived as an instance of glare
All blessedness deprived intentionally
Would the responsibilities left be fair?

In times to ornament life with devotion
In conscious mind, negligent not to share
Blame the fate for the actions happened
After to be responsible never did dare
Since lessons of the world taught to care
Would the responsibilities left be fair?