Thursday, March 19, 2009

Why Do I Still Complain?


Why should I complain deafening loud that I live poor?

While I own the independent earth, stars and the sky here

Fields of flowers with breeze and fragrances that pour

Yields to miles and miles gloriously around everyone there


Singing and calls alluring, of nightingales heard near

Sparkling silver water flow all around is a fresh doer

Burning like gold above, lights the days with no fear
Light builds and destroys embellishing pearls pure


Head to toe, top to bottom, portrays colours that lure
Dead to living receives a cheerful embrace for sure

Why should I be gloomy for the notion of being poor?

While the whole world smiles around when I am here


As there no reason is found to be lost and sad there

For are we depressed for the past glory that did pare
shall we reason to judge not ill ideas escort us where

For being not erudite enough to see the beauty clear


As afraid of befalling misfortunes believed around here

For are all my generations blessed enough with prayer

Shall I not consider how am I prevented by gloom dear?

Do I still say time became old and promisingly swear?


Though time uniquely proven unlike papers I can tear
Greedy and eager look still appearing the faces here

So beautiful pictures and blessings worth dying mere

Yet never slightly happy and always extremely poor

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Would 'This' Ever Change?

Would this never change?

Seen children weep deeply of the surrounding fear

Feel the pain in eyes of virtuous souls filled with tear

Time to time, gasps of desire and help critically heard

Line to line, indigent innocents lay around the ward


Unmoving bodies lay brutally thrown over the field

Lakes of blood flow around filling the unjust beach

Depressed of the misery and hurtful pictures all yield

Near and far from the distance one’s eyes could reach


Displeased if destitute and feeble for they do not need

Is treated like the sand harshly step on it though screech

Of thirst requesting for water as if needed a sip of mead

Off taken it, yet torture till found lying on earth lifeless each


Isn’t never there an end to come on it for betterment?

Isn’t there a shelter with needs away from fierce torment?

Are they not humans to be treated from what is evident?

Are they not having hearts referred to as the regiments?


Never ever having strived to have another period

Can we bear for a moment the struggle suffered?

Ever thought of the rules considered totally void

Without disputes, would unity come to be as friends?

Forgive me as I Passaway


FORGIVE ME AS I AM PASSING AWAY
Bending motions of love engraved deep in the heart

Spending all the life craving in the shade of fine art
Helping all situations existed prevail along difficulty
Supporting immense ups and downs single handedly
All attempted to endeavored to express swept away
Forgive me to have verbalized this as I’m passing away

All I attained with bitter memories of countless disgrace
Call of intense soul imply for happiness not to beg the rival
Neither am I to dream life with you yet again after that dash
Nor am I to stalk you for revenge as to hurt intensely vital
Not even demanding to earn a name from the loved face
Forgive me to have verbalized this as I’m passing away

Living in this world with pleasure and comfort with bliss
Don’t happen to mediate for I am abandoned and empty
Neither am I to ravage living starting with another ill wish
Nor am I intending to thinking ever about you doughty
Not even am I to start a whole new life after that I miss
Forgive me to have verbalized this as I’m passing away

Wish me sonorous peace as my heart become imprudent
Kiss me bye as I certainly leave the unjust worldly epoch
Neither can I bear to stand and fight all barriers evident
Nor can I live and evoke the antiquity and weep to retake
Not even would I crave to remember distressing memories
Forgive me to have verbalized this as I’m passing away

Monday, March 02, 2009

Insight to Thought Contemplations


Keeping the being in a state of uncommon confusion

Weeping regrets couldn’t be over, with all intention

Leaving me suffer through undesirable disinclination

My beliefs in shreds for the wrong thought mediation



Life depicting the form of a sketch by an illustrator

Tight mind withhold a reason to be lost for creator

I Might say I can never complete the strange picture

Life is so upsetting, reminds me each time I consider



Then came a strange decision the uneasy mind made

When the artistic perspectives to the picture via take

And though the ordinary interpret draft partial, bad

Bend artistic eyes for the complete picture in shade



It started to remind me all of what I have got through

With a strength to withstand all obstacles that grew

Fit the life with a purpose to accompany every crew

Shit believed life started waning, here expressed true




Taking vows and oaths more stubborn self to become

Making mind to venture in life in endeavors to come

Baking a strong enthusiasm to survive every act rum

Aiming in very destitute, sad moments in joy to hum




Relieved of the assurance begotten to heart in the feel

Achieved the sureness the heart always badly wanted

Managed lastly, no way exists for another soul to heal

Believed finally that no one wins without bodily fight