As Life is Devastated...

Though love was expressed from heart to heart for everlasting dreams

As my love life is devastated, my eyes are crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not blame you for annihilating obliterating my life?

Thought innocent vows and oaths were taken together in peace
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not take all repetition of compromises as a cheating?

Thought time devoted together were furnished with melodious beams and compelling glimpses
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not consider the caressing given by your light hands as an insult?

Thought the acts heart most craved for and the trusted feelings were aroused in the heart
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not say all the trust, anticipation of love retained surely vanished and disappeared?

Though given breathtaking happiness being exceptionally delicate those times
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not proclaim those words as incongruous and futile?

Though seeing the innocence, the prominent name and reputation is achieved,
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not say because of your evil thoughts, devilish acts, ill omens and bad deeds, your popularity and admiration is perplexed and vanished

Thought souls were inclined as never to separate of the eternal love
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not point you for the wound in the heart made by that inhumane toxic?

Though ogled your face as I wanted a light in the gloom of the world
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I ever expect to light my life as your life is an inexplicable darkness?

Though trusted your love and traced your name in the heart
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not accuse for not being able to find a cure for the painful wound of love?

Though taken you as the vein of the heart and the essence of life
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not stop begging you for my love you brutally trashed?

Though you pretended to have kept my soul and heart upright
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not be miserable since I have to bear every torture in mind?

Though you fantasized as if helping me venture ahead in life to achieve my goals
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not blame you for not having me achieved my destined happiness?

Though I begged for happiness from you following your soul
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not stick to say that you have crushed my heart?

Though wanted protection under your love for the rest of life
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not censure you for dooming my opportune life?

Though fabricated affection and fondness enacting with full of emotion
As my love life devastated, my eyes crammed with tears of the agony and soreness precipitated in love, and when it is reasonable to commit suicide
How can I not develop hatred and revulsion in my delicate heart when yours is of stone?

I am Sure

Even if you abandoned me bleed to death gravely

Thy tenderness engendered in spirit I assure to heal

Even departed my heart concealed in coffin cruelly

My inhalation and subsistence still prolong happy feel


There is no pride in the happiness believed be bound

Fey appetite ingrained in heart was momentary cure

Where in acute sadness given happiness being found

My soul yet wholly eased of perilous paws, I am sure



Shared by all as birth and death is in the worldly life

Highly ruined life of love provided luminously glow

Fair now to prohibit my heart for the suffering rife

I assure not to devote my love yet again, I am sure



Evoke the cursing made from the Venomous mouth

Hell! You would oblige me wail in this quirky globe

Cavorted even to shatter reputation acutely as shoot

Shall give word not to let ensue no longer, I am sure



Those alluring exquisite would wish to make certain

In sopping eyes heart to die in utter seclusion pure

Cause body and spirit sense numb in tormenting pain

Win again the enemy shall never let occur, I am sure

Do I?

Having puzzling questions in my heart

Growing jeopardy of vast desolation cert

Do I weep sorely enduring restless nights?

Or I sip poison in eternal seclusion I fight?

What were all my blunders, I crave to know

Thinking of the mourn on tricky path shown

Do I question the ruling of the world funny?

Or I behave in entire arrogance and tyranny?

What were all my gaffes, I aspire to know

Dreaming of the life together in love vowed

Do I question the people of realm cunning?

Or I move crazy at the mere mediation any?

What were my oversights, I yearn to know

Carping about the beloved instants now

Do I question the lifeless numb mummy?

Or I inter myself in unjust earth sunny?

What were all my defects, I beg to know

Protesting for every lost blissful moment

Do I vanish as shake of a typhoon brutal?

Or I leave all my sorrow feeling to no avail?

What were my slips of trust, I desire to know

Grumbling for losing charm of dew in throat

Do I live life where no ends meet sufficient?

Or I choke to death in soreness of love lost?

What were my elusive steps, I long to know

Grousing for the exodus of care tendered all

Do I feebly wreck in immense ocean of love?

Or I commit suicide in the sake of strong love?

Reasons for My Roar in Agony

I really cry in memory of and could not bear to see her off as she is going away without seeing me


I really cry in memory of and could not bear to see her off because she is going away without seeing me. I am jaded, leaning my shoulders against a place since she left from the big let when I was present at the beach.


I did not dare to turn back from the beach as I was exhausted. I really cry in memory of and could not bear to see her off as she is going away without seeing me since this (loneliness) grew bigger in my heart as I went to the big rock (since it is our everyday meeting place)


(She is) my parrot named lady whose cheeks even shine. Even if the whole place is doomed her name never vanishes from my heart (as my love has carved her name in my heart). So I really cry in memory of and could not bear to see her off as she is going away without seeing me


My sweetheart, on the day I would mostly be hurt, flew in speed down the Deadfella Islands . So I really cry in memory of and could not bear to see her off as she is going away without seeing me


Though there are changes in the universe and there are beautiful girls who walk from side to side or even if there are games without a halt, she never would be forgotten from my heart. Hence, I really cry in memory of and could not bear to see her off as she is going away without seeing me


Down the reef of Deadfella Island, that beautiful lady has gone. I stayed there without a move for the fear that I might burst open with tears. That is the reason I really cry in memory of and could not bear to see her off as she is going away without seeing me